Pasaway ako...

It’s so hard if all your life, you have tried to be good to please people and then in a blink of an eye, all will be change because of a single mistake. I know I’m not perfect and I always do what is wrong but not to the extent of dangering myself and other people. Is it so wrong to follow what my heart desires, to enjoy and be happy with life? I know I’m wrong to keep it as a secret but will people understand us and accept us openly? I don’t want to hide from the people I love but I’m just looking for the right time but I guess there’s none. Please understand my undertakings and give me time for soon I will be doing what is right.

Despite my withholdings, be assured that I always think of what is right and proper. I always think of what people will say but does it matter what others think and should I care. No matter how hard we try to do what is right people will always judge and say something bad. It does not matter if you’re close or distant because people are such judgmental but you know I don’t care and it does not affect me at all for what matters is me, him and my family.

Good thing my family is so great, they understand and is open about everything. It is so great to be with people who loves and does not judge. People who supports, no matter what other people say, they who believe and trust despite all the rumors. I know that sometimes, I feel so unlucky but life never forgets to remind me that I’m such a lucky gal.

Yeah! Life can’t be always perfect but it does not matter for all I’m after is to live, love and laugh. Now, I truly have it all and I wish it stays like that for a long time or forever if it can be. I don’t care if what other people thinks about it because what matters more is what I think and feels about it. Challenges are normal and with great people on my side, I can always surpass it. In the end, life is indeed simple but it is not that easy. Smile and the whole world will, laugh and they will be bitter but don’t mind them cause you know sometimes, you only need one rotten fruit to damage everything if you allow it.