Quitting

Life is bittersweet, a mixture of two conflicting things. No matter how hard I try to make it sweet, bitterness just know how to catch up. Living is not easy but it doesn't mean that I should stop trying for life maybe full of challenges but when you surpass it, something amazing will happen.

I don't know but no matter how hard I try to do good and straighten things, I end up doing the opposite of it. It seems like I'm so unlucky and I always end up loosing. I am a fighter but when life makes you realize that you don't have a chance, is it right to just stop? I know that quitting won't solve anything but I can no longer handle the hassle that comes my way.

Sometimes, it is just right to just say that it is the end of it and just move on with the next. It is hard to push for something that is impossible but maybe I just lost the will to fight. I know that I am being a great disappointment but I no longer know what to do. I don't know why in my will to do what is right for everyone and please the people around me, I end up falling.

Life is so crooked but it is just the way it is. If I cover myself in misery, nothing will happen. I know that I need to find myself again, to awaken the fire in me and go on. It's not the end of everything for every time that I fall, I have the chance and choice to stand again and redeem myself or at least be able to be me once more.

Falling and falling again is hard but at least I will still be able to go on and besides despite all the bad things, I have a lot of things to be thankful about. For I have people who keep on supporting me and will always be there at my side despite everything I have done.

Life can be mean but quitting is never right...

Stuck in the Past

Life is a long journey, an adventure worth taking. Living is the greatest gift for we are able to see and enjoy everything the world has to offer. It may not last forever but at least the chance of experiencing its ups and downs is amazing.

The past is one of the major reason who we are in the present and will be in the future. It molded us to be the person who we are. It can be yesterday, the days, weeks, months or years before that and more back then. It has its own share of good and bad things but whatever it is, it's still part of who we are.

We may choose to forget about things in the past, pain, sadness, problems and other bad stuff but it doesn't mean that we don't acknowledge it for being part of us. Forgetting and letting go allows us not to get stuck in the past for as long as we think about it or we are being bothered by it, we can never go on for we can't move on. What matters most is living the present by thinking about the lessons we have learned so far and dreaming about the future that is approaching.

Why should we be bothered about something that had happen, are we forgetting the mere fact that we can never erase our past for time that had pass can never be returned. Turning back won't do a thing but in stead let us look ahead for a brighter future. I know that I'm not perfect and never will be but I'm still trying to at least do what is right to be good. I know people will always see and remember me for who I was especially the bad stuff but I don't care for I know that everyone makes mistakes. What will make a difference is how you stand from falling, it will be hard especially if people wants you to fall but in the end, it all depends on you and how you believe.