Quitting

Life is bittersweet, a mixture of two conflicting things. No matter how hard I try to make it sweet, bitterness just know how to catch up. Living is not easy but it doesn't mean that I should stop trying for life maybe full of challenges but when you surpass it, something amazing will happen.

I don't know but no matter how hard I try to do good and straighten things, I end up doing the opposite of it. It seems like I'm so unlucky and I always end up loosing. I am a fighter but when life makes you realize that you don't have a chance, is it right to just stop? I know that quitting won't solve anything but I can no longer handle the hassle that comes my way.

Sometimes, it is just right to just say that it is the end of it and just move on with the next. It is hard to push for something that is impossible but maybe I just lost the will to fight. I know that I am being a great disappointment but I no longer know what to do. I don't know why in my will to do what is right for everyone and please the people around me, I end up falling.

Life is so crooked but it is just the way it is. If I cover myself in misery, nothing will happen. I know that I need to find myself again, to awaken the fire in me and go on. It's not the end of everything for every time that I fall, I have the chance and choice to stand again and redeem myself or at least be able to be me once more.

Falling and falling again is hard but at least I will still be able to go on and besides despite all the bad things, I have a lot of things to be thankful about. For I have people who keep on supporting me and will always be there at my side despite everything I have done.

Life can be mean but quitting is never right...