My Cyber Life

Gone were the days when men and women talk and mingle in person. We say goodbye to the days when we need to go out to talk and be with people. With technology, everything is possible, meeting people is a click away. I never thought I would enjoy meeting people online until I starts using chat avenue, yeah I know that I have a life outside but for now I need a time alone and the net helps me human. Hanging out online, meeting and talking to people was hard at first until I found my place and felt really happy, never felt this way before and I’m very thankful so let me share with you the wonderful world of cyber friendship also know as chat rooms.

Dan

                I started at college chat, well I’m in college, aren’t i? lol, talking to myself, well 99% of the people there are pervs and not even in college and only few are true but I met one person who I thought is a friend but still considered a friend though.

                I am never good with expressing my feelings but I never thought I could share it online and Dan was the first person I talked about it. It was funny talking to somebody who understands and it feels good to know that somebody is listening. He was good, he was nice and everything, we even added in other in facebook but I don’t know what happen, he unfriend me I think or my boyfriend did but whatever I’m grateful; to found a friend in times that I deeply need one.

General Chat

                After a month I decided to check the other rooms and there I found my home, in the general chats. Days after being here, I feel so accepted and my day won’t be complete without visiting it.

                I met a lot of people and made bonds already: lyn, ae, krys, lexi, pixie, hex, ms.lee, buttercup, bori, fox, rapid, coin, dark, gene, sound, bob, tom, tender and who else? Arrgh, there are so many of them and all of them made the room a wonderful room to stay online. I met cyber people, made cyber friends and it felt very awesome. Spread around the world but connected in a way, people might think online people are men and women with no life but it’s more than that. Being online gives you the freedom to be you without judgment, the chance to be somebody you want to be, it’s your own way of living the life you may not be able to live in the real world.

                No matter what happen, I’ll always stay connected and I will be always appreciative for being part of everyone’s cyber life.

Flyingfox

                As requested, lol, you want me to write about you so here it is.

                Did we just start chatting yesterday? I forgot but promise I’ll never forget you. Well as far as I can remember, it started with this wit about music, playing instruments, having a band and so on. You became the manager who believes it will never work out and believe that nakedness will bring us stardom. Then everybody left and there was three left. Then you became this prophetic dude with lame prophecy. Then there were two but before that we discussed about your gender, am I right? Lol, sorry to say I find it confusing to determine your gender with the name, flying to seems so feminine and yeah fox is male so I’m lost of what you are. You made me believe you were a woman until lyn made it clear that you’re a man so it ended. When we were both left, we ended in pm and there talked a lot.

                Expressing myself, being heard, makes my heart happy and relieved, it feels good to talk and be heard. I guess people around me usually assume that I’m always fine because I tend to smile even if I’m hurt, sad, crying and dying inside. I always wear a mask for I don’t want to bother anyone with my own glitches but I am always there for everyone. Yeah, my life sucks but who cares because now I’m trying to straighten it and live the way I want with freedom and independence.

                Fox, thank you for being my new friend, a friend who flirts and I can flirt back, lol. I am in joy to meet you and make your acquaintances. I’m grateful for everything, hope we stay connected for a very long time.

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                Ouch! This makes me emotional, lol, but I am very gratify with the world of cyber for giving me and allowing me this experience with you people. Stay beautiful and you, most especially stay connected. Love you & muaaah! See you around guys!